discernment > detachment

allow yourself to have your desires, your wants, your needs, your dreams
but also learn to discern when something may not be for you (maybe yet), or when sometimes it’s about presence and enjoying what’s currently in your life.

I like the idea of reminding myself how insignificant I am by being in the middle of nature, by being in the middle of an ocean, or being at sea. There’s something very reassuring to remind yourself every once in a while that you need to take yourself outside of your own trivial little problems and consider yourself as a speck

To not dance when you had the health and could hear the music could be the biggest regret of your life.

People with childhood trauma who grew up in abusive households where their worth was reduced to their ability to secure capitalist trophies like well-paying jobs, accolades & awards, a cis-heteronormative relationship, & other arbitrary metrics of success. They grow up thinking that they will not receive love, care, validation and affection unless they “excel” at conforming. It takes years of unlearning, addressing your trauma and receiving community support to grow out of this “climb the ladder” mentality. You don’t know which growth phase of someones life you’re catching them.

“An unspoken expectation is unkind”

Looking back at journals from 2 – 3 years ago and realising that God’s slowness to bring things into fruition was never a punishment, but rather preparation. He always gets us to where we’re supposed to be at the perfect time.

YOU DONT CONTAIN MULTITUDES YOU CONTAIN DUPLICITUDES 🫵😠 YOUR LIFE IS A LIE 🫵😠 YOUR FRIENDS LOVE THE CHARACTER YOU PLAY FOR THEM 🫵😠 YOUR DEPRESSION IS VISIBLE AND EVERYONE IS CONCERNED 🫵😠 NO ONE OFFERS TO HELP BECAUSE YOU KEEP SAYING NOTHING’S WRONG 🫵😠 YOU ARE NOT DOOMED 🫵😠 YOU CAN CHANGE ALL OF THIS 🫵😠 YOU NEED TO BE HONEST WITH THE PEOPLE THAT YOU WANT HONESTY FROM 🫵😠 STOP LETTING YOUR DISCOMFORTS FESTER 🫵😠 TELL THEM YOU DONT LIKE WHAT THEY DO TO YOU 🫵😠 ASK HIM ABOUT WHAT YOU SAW 🫵😠 TELL HER WHAT YOU LOVE 🫵😠 TELL IT WHAT YOU KNOW 🫵😠 TOMORROW IS FICTION 🫵😠 TODAY IS REAL